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So, school. Hoo-rah.
Pff. Yeah, right. "Hoo-rah" my butt. You have no idea what it's like to live in a state where not a single human being is your friend. Yes, I have six family members who live here. SIX. That's every single person in this state related to me. North Carolina's big. In fact there are 8,856,505 people living in North Carolina, and exactly ZERO of them are my friends, and SIX of them are related to me, only four of them actually related to me by blood.

Let me explain the difference between friends and family. A friend is someone who is different than you. They don't look like you, they don't talk like you, they don't have the same household rules as you. Family, however, they share your blood. They think like you, sound a bit like you, and share the exact same household rules as you. You see them more often and know them so well that you are part of them, and you are sick of them. Now Cake, if you ever do read this, I'm not meaning to bring you down. I'm not saying I'm literally sick of you, I'm just saying for a fact that it is far easier to get sick of a relative than it is to get of a friend.

Unless that friend is a complete ASSTARD and not really your friend...¬¬

We were originally on the subject of school. Let's get back on track then.

My school is a giant square. There are four halls--W, X, Y, and Z. You'd think this would make things a lot easier for navigation, the whole fact that the building's a square, am I right? Wrong. Although is big purple letters you see the hall's name through-out, you still may go the opposite way of where you're supposed to go and end up going around the whole entire square before finally getting to your classroom. It's a really easy mistake to make since once you get to the end of the hall and realize that you took the wrong turn, walking back is just impossible because the students behind and in front of you are heading the way you're heading. There's no pushing against the current, especially if you're a victim of a spinal fusion.

As well as four sides, there are also four periods in a day. That means 90 minutes of Biology, Spanish II, Civics, and (one of the few upsides to my day) Theater I. OH joy.

Surprisingly enough, my Biology teacher is a really good teacher and is good at keeping things interesting. I pay attention quite well, considering that all the stuff she's teaching I learned already in the sixth grade. Eh, I'm grateful that it isn't complicated. Tomorrow we're learning the METRIC SYSTEM!! 8D Wow, that's degrading.

Spanish II? Sucks. I'm sure it would be better if we had the actual teacher who's having trouble with a job she was accepted by and quitting it. Something like that. But from the letter she sent us, she seems like a rather nice teacher, reminiscent of the sub in our Spanish I class in Legacy, Ms. Diez. Too bad we have a sub now that doesn't know a lick of Spanish, pronouncing "ser" as "sir" ¬¬

Civics? I rather like it. It's quite difficult, but it's the challenge I like. The teacher sounds like Kronk from Emperor's New Groove, which makes me laugh inside. He's also funny in a weird way, saying things like, "So-en-so, you look like you're thinking of talking. Stop it." XD

Then I have lunch. And I sit alone. Because no one wants to sit with me, and I frankly don't want to sit with anyone.

Theater I is cool, except for one thing. There's this kid named Anthony, a real tall guy with MAN BOOBS. Not only that, but he's a crossdresser, a transvestite. Or something, because he's dressed like a woman, his hair is put up like a woman's, he's shaved his legs, he wears make-up, everything. I even think his toenails are painted. It's quite disturbing...eheh...but, I'm friendly nonetheless. Not, "'SUP, HOMIE!" friendly, or even "hello" friendly, just...not obviously disturbed as everyone else in the class is. Friendly.

The bus. I have to ride the friggin' BUS. I haven't ridden the bus since fourth grade. Do you hear me? Fourth grade. The first day was a pain. I was practically sitting on people's laps it was so crowded. Plus, we go pick up the elementary school kids along with us high schoolers and some middle schoolers. Talk about no room. The first day my brother got on the wrong bus with my cousin because his teacher told him the wrong bus number. I got on the right bus, and my brother was escorted home safely. Today he got on the right bus and we both sat in the back. And I got motion sickness, like I always do nowadays.

But the thing that sucks most about my school is that I don't know anyone at all. I don't even recognize anyone. Even on my first day at elementary school, I remember seeing kids I recognized from my neighborhood, but I moved into this house a little over a week ago and I know no one in my school.

What else? I usually find at least one person who wears an anime-related shirt. I found one person. It was me. Yeah, I saw no one who seemed like an Anime-fan or videogame fan, everyone there just seemed obsessed with sex and the words, er s**t and [********] said every other sentence, just because they can do it and no one cares.

And if you hate reading long journal entries of me complaining, I'm terribly sorry, but it's the only way I can get stuff like this out of my system. All I really want to say is...

I WANT BACK TO FLORIDA WHERE I KNEW PEOPLE AND HAD FRIENDS!

crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying






User Comments: [3]
YinSerpent
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Wed Aug 29, 2007 @ 10:54pm


oh haley im so sorry.... i wish i could at least be there with you to mak lunch less boring.


Akai Espoir
Community Member





Thu Aug 30, 2007 @ 11:58am


DD=> Omg that sucks, Sp00n!! How can N.C. have no otakus???! That's not right!! Are there any club-type-things at your school? Maybe you can find an anime/manga/game/cosplay/Japan club! =D Or check your local library -- I just found an awesome anime/manga club that meets monthly on the library website here in Fl! Just be creative. 3nodding

Oh, and at lunch, just sit next to a junior. You know the drill. ;3


Nursing Hope
Community Member





Fri Aug 31, 2007 @ 02:16am


cry cry cry cry Spoony!!! That's terrible that no one wants to be your friend! I wish me and Kino could teleport there some how and talk to you in real-life. 3nodding But,...you and I know that can't happen. Dang reality! scream xp
*Sigh* I remember when I first met you. At first I thought you were a little shy. In history (Miss Bandy ROCKS!!!) I remember I would sneak a look at your binder. That's because it had anime on it! 3nodding Then, when we sat together in Leadership( because everyone else picked out their seats next to their new buddies) we talked about Aladdin, Beauty and the Beast, ...and of course The Little Mermaid! 4laugh You know what Spoon? Every time I see a Racoon, it reminds me of you. 3nodding cry And foxes. 3nodding I have no one in common with in 9th grade.
It makes me sad. Everyone has thier special buddy but I don't have one. They would go off in their groups and I wouldn't have a buddy. Luckily I'm a friendly person so I'll talk someone into being my buddy. 3nodding But then again, it doesn't seem right. No one is there to correct my grammar mistakes in 9th grade! stressed xp I wish you could come live in Florida again. Then you, Kino, and I could go to EPCOT! whee You can also bring some of your other friends like Catlin, Cake, ect....It would be SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun!!! whee blaugh

Remember Spoony, whenever you need someone to talk to we are all here for ya! 3nodding So keep your chin up! Or at least somthin...yeah..0_0 what I'm a talking about????


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