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erotic, not exotic... fruits are exotic
Times of changing
Im not scared.... or maybe I'm terrified. Im mostly worried about these changes. I know what werewolfs are, ones I took the shape of one, but now, now it seems that it has taken over my human form. Bringing along unexpected changes .... sweatdrop

Its hard to morph, eather I will always take the form of a lycan or a normal wolf, or not change at all.

Im confused.. its not even full moon, and I starting to shift form.
I can watch my fingers grow longer, my skin pealing off, showing the fur underneith. I would just morph into a dragon and hide in a corner, I dont want to go through this. I've heard the first shifting is always the strangest and hardest, but the timing.. I thought it was only during full moon you first change... or is it only the strongest moment... that might explain the slow changes...

Im a bit scared... I rearly lost controle of my shifting, but now I have... I cant .... I thought I could, I would.. I feel like going in circles.. maybe this is just a short period of time... or not... I dont know anyone that is the same as me.. that has gone through the same strange things...

I seem unusually calm about this, or maybe Im just to scared to think about it... . . . I dont know.. I just dont know... cry I wish this would be a dream... only a dream, a nightmare....

cry where are you my luv.. Orion.. I miss you, your touch, I want you to just hold me.. Im scared.. I realise that now.. Im scared cry






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Dark BlackDragon_Xavier
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commentCommented on: Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 01:55pm
I am sorry my luv...I have been ill as of late...I have been confined to an underground dormitory to heal for two days now...I am sorry I have left without notice...But I will help you...Even though Lycan's really aren't my favorite breed...I will stand by you never the less my wife...I luv you heart


commentCommented on: Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 08:54am
I was once a vamp, but was cured by doing a selfless task and was rewarded... I was just lucky, and that's what mostly gets me through life...



Patrick Stewart
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