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Life...why do you hate me?
I'm serious. Life hates me. I don't neccesarily hate my life, it's just...nothing seems to go right. I mean, it will all seem like everything is perfect, everything is going perfectly well and life is awesome, when at the very last minute before I'm about to taste the fruit of victory, it's all taken away from me. My friends, my dad, my step-mom, my sister...I'm only going to see them eventually now.
I'm told to make new friends, but my mom just doesn't get it. I may sound like I'm repeating myself, but friends are not something you put behind you to get new ones. That's just not how it works, especially if your someone like me. People like me have very few friends, very little friends. People like me have a handful of close friends that they see everyday at school at lunch. People like me deal with a crappy education just to see my friends. People like me get pissed off at my friends whenever they're home, sick. People like my mom, however, have so many friends that she can't remember the names of them all. She has so many friends that she doesn't have enough care to spread around to all of them.
I realized today when I went to Kino's house that I wouldn't be able to do this as much anymore. I wouldn't be able to laugh at her stupid imitations and jokes as much as I used to. The only communication we would have would be through email and phone calls, but how long can someone talk on the phone for? Talking on a cellular phone costs money, spending time at her house watching stupid videos on YouTube is priceless. Literally.
And I just had to tell Isa that I was going to move away recently. She became very upset...I had to bring it up rather abruptly, since she asked if I was still going to the same school as her. I haven't seen her since May...
And Krummy. She's probably my best friend I've ever had. We have so many inside jokes between eachother it's kind of scary, and I was her first friend she made when she came to Florida. Hell, she knew me before I knew Cloud, even. That's kind of...awkward. She was there when I became obsessed with him. When I was in the closet with the Kingdom Hearts strategy guide. And she took it from me and made me clean her room before I could get it back!
I'm just going to say that I'm going to miss them all...well, you all, Isa and Krummy since you two have a Gaia account, and I wish I never had to leave. I wish my mom would actually listen to me for once and let me stay...
The convention, yes. Every time I hear more about it, I feel more miserable. Quinton Flynn is going to be there, the voice of Reno and Axel. They're going to have a contest on Cloud look-alikes and Tifa look-alikes. The two who win get to go out. Well, this is all according to Kino and her brother, so they may be just pulling my leg. I'll have to look into it myself...
Life hates me, I swear.
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