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I will be forgotten.

When other people fall in love...their friends are forgotten, especially best friends, especially if that friend whom i know is younger then me and never had love before. I’d be forgotten...he holds her higher then me and everyone else, so I’m practically worthless compared to her. It doesn’t seem fair...but that’s the way it is. He doesn’t want it to be that way, he tries to tell me different, that I wont be forgotten, that he'll always remember me, but i know that’s not true, I know he will forget when they meet in person because their in love and it will be as if i never existed. I don’t matter...cuz I’m just second rate from her. She’s way more important and I am nothing...even if its not fair I know that’s how he feels, that she’s more important then all other people he even told me that. So...that’s how I know no matter how much he tries to tell me I’m wrong unless that importance changes...I know he will forget and ill never have existed to him, because I’m nothing to him...

"When people are forgotten they cease to exist."