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ARGH. i'm so frustrated.
the unknown sucks.
not really, but... sometimes.
and i HATE BEING JUST LEFT THERE... DANGIT CAN YOU GIVE ME SOME WARNING?
i just... can't handle alot of stuff.
friends, love, work, school, family.
frick, it's only the 3rd day of school and i'm cracking.
...;.; sadness.
sorry, having hardcore mood swings.
anyway.
i'd love to write a new story i've got in my head, but... it's not working.
i can't get it out... because i have to do background work, and i don't have the time...
here i am, 20 minutes from class, i haven't read the 20 some pages, and i spent my time on someone... that i guess... doesn't appreciate the things i said.
...i just don't have anyone to talk to... sad i have maybe 3 close friends in the world, and they're not around... one works, one is busy with homework, and the other is across the state.
crap.
i hate overloading someone with all my junk, but... i don't know where else to put it. :/
if i hold it in... it'll rot me from the inside out.
...well. thanks anyway.
at least i have something.
maybe i'll just spit it all out right here...
spew everything... where i'm pretty much just a face. some words.
that's all.
i'm not really a life, am i?
just an avatar. just a profile. just some gold.
not a brain. not a heart.. not a life.
a cyber ghost... roaming the netherworld of the internet... searching for a lost soul.