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hmm, felt curios as to what your journal might say lol.
I think you should let people help you if you absolutely cannot do something but try your very hardest. It's ok to get help from people.

AND....GUESS wHAT?!?!?
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or maybe they have no advice to give. some people have difficulty relating to certain problems or people. some might not care and some might not want to get in the middle of thing. some just don't like to talk about others problems, while others try and move to a happier subject to try and cheer you up. the best way to tell is to say "I need help" or "what do you think i should do". then they can't just ignore it passively. thats my best guess. hope it helps.

Its doesnt mean that they (I know who... ahem) dont care. they have always cared. all they have ever cared about was whether you were ok. the convo in question was about a certain someone feeling bad about something she did. and when the other person responded back, you were left kinda... irked. i remember. you ended up feeling all gloomy, you talked to said person, and afterward ended up kissing and loving on thi person under the stairs at pierce college. i remember.

and no... it never meant that they didnt care. it never meant "take car of your own". it meant "im going to try to make you feel better, without ever touching on the topic at hand". and this person did. i know he did. cuz that person was me.

babe... i know im a "******** b*****d". but im going to leave soon.

my waiver went through. its now only a couple weeks away.

let me leave you with this:

never before have i wanted something so much, that i would go to extremes to get it. such extremes as, traveling outside of my comfort zone to get hurt, get torn muscles and ligaments, feel my lugs explode, get tazed, gassed, and ran down by yelling middle aged men. im doing it for you. even after all of this s**t. even after getting called names, and getting hurt, torn, and basically told "youre s**t to me, and all weve ever had was a passing fancy".

after talking with Ben, i know that this is just you. you corrupt and destroy, and blame it on your "alternate personality". babe, Dr. Phil would have a field day on you.

i love you still. but dammit... i cannot live with you.

also... mark called me. he said something... bothering.

he claimed that you two had sex... last night.

what. the. ********?

i know you... KNEW you, rather... but... did you???

why would he say that?

mother ******** is gonna get curb stomped, and not just by me.

dont call me.

dont email me.

Gaia is how we talk now.

goodbye, my "wuff".