He is just really inexperInced with socializing in general and he has little to no idea what he doing dating someone like me (Im cute and crazy he is quite and introverted). We are both really f*^%d in the head and we both have an afinity for S&M... Its pretty nice to date a high school guy for his brains(incredibly smart, witty and charming) not his body (not blessed with looks). U don't exspect to find a gentalmen in high school. It must be because he has so very little exsperince with girls. (no he is not gay...............yet) But im a little freaked because he has the ablity (unknown to him) to play with my emotions and i don't even want to kiss the boy! When we're together it feels "right". When he is ignoring me, im depressed and pissed. IM SCARED THAT THIS BOY I DON'T WANT FOR HIS BODY HAS POWER OVER ME AND CAN MAKE ME HURT WHEN I DON'T EVEN THINK I LIKE HIM!
I hate it! I hate that this boy has this power over me......now i'm just like all those other girls be moanning their lives because some worthless 14 yr old boy won't talk to them!!! I hate this feeling of weakness and panic that he can hurt me so easily and he serously will. He is on the rebound of some "engaged" girl whos nutz about him but so relient on her "engaged guy's" family and "in love" with the loser she just strings my rebound guy along. Hurtting him/ useing him as a comfort buddy so he trying to use me as his exscuse to get away from her or to make her jelouse and come back to him leaving me in the cold. Witch is a very bad thing sence he seems to have this power over me.
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