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You know what I just realized a few seconds ago? That everything I do I do it for my mom. I started poetry I did it for her. So she can be proud of me. I tryedlast year to make good grades. I did it for her. Well this year is going to be different. I am tired of her saying that I am not trying & that I is probably not going to make it to a good collage. How the hell does she know! I do try! The first semester of school I tryed! I didn't make good grades but damn did I try. But by the second semester I gave up. This year is going to be different. Evey good grade I make is going to be for me! I don't give a damn if she is proud of me or not. & I is going to make it to a IV collage. This is my year & I is going to live it fo me

O if you see any mistakes.....I don't give a damn so STFU Thanks


P.S ~ Do you eve get that feeling that you are alone? That you want to run away but you just can't make it out the door. That's how I is feeling. A friend said that all teenagers feel that way. But Idk I have been feeling this way for a while