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I post here because anyone I care about (or might care about) has abandoned this site, yet, I still want to post in a public forum...

I don't know anything anymore. I don't know how I'm supposed to breathe, how I am supposed to care for anything or anyone... I don't know how to think, let alone think highly of myself, I don't know what I am supposed to strive for...

I don't even know my own name anymore.

"If you see me, please just walk on by, walk on by
Forget my name and I'll forget it too
Failed attempts at living simple lives, simple lives
Always keep me coming back to you".

What am I supposed to do? Sit here, and pretend like everything is a-okay? I can't do that. No way.

I just wish that someone would tell me everything is going to be fine, when I don't ask someone to tell me such...