Pain is always near me inside
Cutting a gash so deep and wide
You are always there for me
Even when I can't plainly see
See all the pain I've caused you
There's nothing I can do
You're there for me day and night
Rocking slowly, holding me tight
I love my friends so dear and true
I don't know what I would do without you
Even though my pain's hard to endure
You peacefull aura seems so pure
Nothing's wrong about loving too much
And you're so dear friendship has begun to touch
Touch my lost forgotten self
Becoming to much about my forgotten wealth
I am turning into some one I am not
And someday my heart will rot
But I know you and them are by me
And will always ever see
The true person right inside my heart
My eyes wide open, my mouth is tart
I have lost all touch with you and I know
All of you will keep me from death row
Now my decent has finally become
And my inner self becomes undone
I miss it all so much and cry
Then my heart takes off after I fly
Please understand I was wrong to see
That you really do trust me
I will forever wonder how I knew
Everything I ever did, seemed to affect you
I am coming back into the present
Where I see I am going to resent
Everything I was remembered by
And all of you are going to cry
After you find out I am back to myself
And back to, my origanal health
Thank you for trusting me so kind
When I begin to rewind
Back to the start when I was new
And now it's me, part Two.
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