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Have you ever had the feeling like no matter what you do you will be stuck in the rut you are now waking up to the same bs as you did yesterday going to sleep to the same thoughts that made you cry last night and spending the day wondering if it will change and even if you do manage to change it even a little that it will go right back to the way it was the next day or that you will probably never even be able to change it that little bit so you will go through life stuck in a never ending rut?
Well if you haven't then you don't know what I'm feeling now I've tried time and time again to change it but it won't. Maybe ill just give up and stop trying to change it who knows at this point.