I hate sleeping till past noon, feels like the days been wasted.
Today it was about 4, since I was up late doing towels.
Tomorrow I have to be at work before two, I'm gonna try hard and start a sleep cycle tonight. I mean, its really not that bad if it gets broken every now and again, so long as I'm usually sleeping about 7 hours. I wanna be up with the day rather than sleep all through it. Feels like I slip into minor depression each time I wake up late.
I had this urge to go out back, mow down a circle in the grass and feel the Earth around me. I wore my crystal, the one thats quite literally a natural spike and used to be around my neck everyday two years ago. After a while, I whipped it off and jammed it into the dirt next to me. I let it sit there for a moment before taking it out. The dirt got stuck in all its crevices and somehow it looked prettier that way, all rough and out of the Earth. The sun was out and on my skin for the half hour I was out there, and I can already feel a difference in my energy. I want to do things now, clean my room, finish my laundry, write a bit more in my book of shadows (still not sure as to what though). Hopefully if I start soon, I can get all of that done before two-ish.
And before I forget, I had the strangest dream last night. Byron was in college (for metallurgy and working?!), and I was meeting up with him for a ride home and I got in the car and poof, and old guy-friend was in there with me. It was odd, since I havent heard from this guy in months, but anyway, Byron got upset cause he thought...yeah...and there were a few other people there as well, mostly friends. He wasnt mad for long, but that look on his face, it was horrible.
 Toast_Francais · Wed Jul 08, 2009 @ 12:08am · 0 Comments |
