I am just so ******** tired of this family constantly reminding me how fat I am. Okay...so I'm 15 pounds over weight but GOD DAMN IT!!! Can I not have a snack in the middle of the day without my grandmother annoyingly spanking my a** and telling me condescendingly how I shouldn't be snacking at all.
And worse when we're all having lunch or dinner together. Her or my aunts will point out how I've served myself allot or rice or yucca or tostones. They tell me to my face that I'm fat and it just makes me want to push my plate forward and just not eat anything at all.
I've told them so many times that it hurts my feelings when they do that but they just roll their eyes and say I'm being dramatic about it. GOD ******** DAMN IT JUST BACK THE ******** OFF!!!
Great!! </sarcasm> Now I'm crying. I just wish they would leave me alone. And then they wonder why I don't even eat meals with them anymore. (I tend to serve my lunch after they do and take it to my room. Sometimes...I don't even eat dinner because of it) I'm just so tired of it. Why can't they just leave me alone?
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