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never again will you make me feel indifferent
the plastic daughter and sister i can't be
why can't you accept im not the same as you
i don't judge people no matter their background
you think the one i treasure isn't good enough
well what makes all of you so special
i'd rather have his love over all the diamonds and dollars in the world
never again will have to engage in your mind games
the emotional and mental torture i will never be subjected to again
you all enjoy watching my mask of sanity slipping slowly
to see the blood boiling in my body and giving you the almighty
blowout that you sickenly crave
your al miserable cold and dead inside
the anguish showing your faces cos i'm not
cos when you look at me
you can see the fires alive and raging in my soul
you can see the life gleaming in my eyes
its called love a feeling that none of you have ever truly felt your incapable of it yet its me thats empty and suppoedly disengaged
its me who's supposedly dwelling in the pits of depression
the one i treasure most in life has made me the happiest i have ever felt
and nothing any of you can do will take that away from me
if you dare try i will strike you down and exterminate you like the blood sucking soul destroyers that you are
i hate you i hate you all
you got no idea how grossly you have under estimated my inner strength the things i have been through god you don't even no the half of it
but here i am preparing to stand on my own two feet in this world without you
at last i can see the sun shining on the horizon and the face of the one you told me to leave is so close i can almost touch him
it's been torturous its been a struggle but now the final push is near
out of your world of loathing and darkness i go
leaving behind the tight suffocating grip of misery
never again will i fall to any of you
never again will i play your games
never again will you ever see me
NEVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!