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death is only the beginning
it can't separate me from you
cos if your not here i'm not here
to be without you would shatter my heart into a million pieces
the tears from my eyes would never cease to stop
your face would haunt my dreams as i slept at night
happiness without you is impossible
you lifted the clouds that covered my heart from the light
it was so dark and cold as ice
now is filled with the love i have for you and only you
too long i spent in the pits of dark wondering if i could ever
trust or know what it felt like to love someone with everything i am
but thats what you did baby you lifted me out of that place
no longer people call me the ice queen for being so cold
i'm sad i have to keep you a secret being this happy makes me wanna
scream from the top of my lungs
never want to be without your ever warm and loving embrace
the ways you make me feel god there aren't any words
i love you so much jordan more than anything
words i know i use a lot but mean them with everything i am
i'm sorry we have been fighting a lot recently but those stupid little
fights don't mean anything to me
i'm not religious but you really are a gift sent from wherever angels come from
you light up my life your beautiful face is always the last thing i see before i close my eyes that beautiful smile those bright blue eyes full of mischief
i love you so much that if i had to choose between us who lives and who dies
there isn't a choice you live on baby
i would do anything in the world for you baby and if you got lost i wouldn't
stop searching till i found you even it killed me
your my everything the only thing i need everything else is just material
and if there comes a time when i'm not here anymore don't shed any tears
cos death is only the beginning and it can't separate us from our love
i love you so much baby always your baby girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx