I swear I'm just this big old joke to everybody? Or you're only friends with me because you pity me. Because you feel obliged, not because you really want to.
You ever have that feeling when you walk over to your friends and you know they've just been talking about you because of the silence that prevails?
I wish that that you would tell me how you feel, quit hiding behind this wall of jokes. Because I haven't a clue if you're joking or not - And by the way, saying I'm fat, joke or not, doesn't help me.
And I wish you would sometimes tell me you appreciate me instead of just expecting me knowing it. Because I do forget at times - and I do feel useless. I know I haven't been the best of friends lately and I'm sorry...but...I've never stopped trying.
I also wish you'd tell me if I'd done something wrong? How am I supposed to fix it or help you if I don't know what the hells going on. Don't ignore me when I say hi...don't walk off everytime I walk in the room.
I wish you hadn't told me that, because that's not the thing to tell me when you know I'm insecure about my friends really liking me as it is.
I just wish all of you could hear me. I wish sometimes I'd count just a little bit, I'm not crazy...I just care. I'm not stupid, I know when somethings wrong. I just wish all of you would hear me...just a little...
You ever have that feeling when you walk over to your friends and you know they've just been talking about you because of the silence that prevails?
I wish that that you would tell me how you feel, quit hiding behind this wall of jokes. Because I haven't a clue if you're joking or not - And by the way, saying I'm fat, joke or not, doesn't help me.
And I wish you would sometimes tell me you appreciate me instead of just expecting me knowing it. Because I do forget at times - and I do feel useless. I know I haven't been the best of friends lately and I'm sorry...but...I've never stopped trying.
I also wish you'd tell me if I'd done something wrong? How am I supposed to fix it or help you if I don't know what the hells going on. Don't ignore me when I say hi...don't walk off everytime I walk in the room.
I wish you hadn't told me that, because that's not the thing to tell me when you know I'm insecure about my friends really liking me as it is.
I just wish all of you could hear me. I wish sometimes I'd count just a little bit, I'm not crazy...I just care. I'm not stupid, I know when somethings wrong. I just wish all of you would hear me...just a little...
