So... lately things have gotten odd. I broke up with my boyfriend Trevor and started dating another guy.
You can't date someone and tell them you "love" them if you don't feel it or mean it.
I guess... I told him I loved him to try and make myself to believe it. Don't get me wrong, I do love him, just not the way I was trying to.
I'm kinda confused right now. but I know I am in love this other guy I started dating... I can really say "I love you" and mean it.
it still makes me cry though... Trevor was a great friend... and I guess I kinda ruined it. the friendship... everything.
Thats kinda the reason I hadn't dated in a while... I was so tempted to give up again at the start of last week. But everything is going good for me right now. Trevor is still... yeah. and it hurts... knowing I caused it.
You can't date someone and tell them you "love" them if you don't feel it or mean it.
I guess... I told him I loved him to try and make myself to believe it. Don't get me wrong, I do love him, just not the way I was trying to.
I'm kinda confused right now. but I know I am in love this other guy I started dating... I can really say "I love you" and mean it.
it still makes me cry though... Trevor was a great friend... and I guess I kinda ruined it. the friendship... everything.
Thats kinda the reason I hadn't dated in a while... I was so tempted to give up again at the start of last week. But everything is going good for me right now. Trevor is still... yeah. and it hurts... knowing I caused it.
Trevor... if you read this... I'm so sorry... even if you don't believe me, I am truly sorry
By Trevor... and yes. I know it's about me
Reality
So it's over and done,
Is that the deal?
Now through all this hurt,
Is this even real?
That great sweet voice,
that sparkle in your eyes
I didn't even know it
but it was a disguise
Show me the truth
Don't give me a lie
Cause when you do
It will cause me to die
So now I'm not apart of you
I can be put to rest
Does it make any sense
That I wasn't the best?
Where is my angel?
Where can I be found pleasable?
It's right here in my hand
My bible
A sweaty palm in a fist
A cracked heart that missed
A sad truth found out
A boy who was dissed
So this is what it is
This is the reality
Ask me what reality is?
This is the reality of my Fatality
