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someone told me my true lover my one shinning light which never to betray me,which would never let me down,whod id protect till the universe became no exsistence was reported dead.sposubly of a heart attck from what...i whont belvie this to much eveiidence around me telling me shes alive,if this a cruel joke or acruel test ill go throught with it in the way i know shes alive,yumi isnt dead i know it i dont feel a life source,i put a enchanment making it enevatable for her spirt to not be sensed dead.many of you know this took forever for my heart to repair itself after my last lose,i understand shes confussed but id promis ei hunt down the force and destroy it for the cause of her death,even if it was me,id take care of the children,im leaveing them to there god parents if i have to right now,id wiould take my life to be with her,i whont rest until i find shes dead ro alive,i whotn rest,in a week i can find the eveidence i need,find wat to do about my children and by sunday, take my own life to be with her.i promised yumi im sorry i told you id protect you,id never tell you how tho.yoou didnt gvie me time to finish.im sorry yumi but if this is wat i promised to you time and time again i will.i love you all and if you love me you'll all help me in some way comfort,or you can try to convience me why i should not be with her as i lay dead on earth,in one week the choice will be made.