I decided to upload some poems of mine.:]<3 Hurrah.
Desperate Secrets
This silhouette of an insomniac
in a quiet dark room.
The light dawn sneaking through
breaking secret thoughts of you.
I wouldn't die for your love
cry or run for you.
A thousand miles seems too long
"You're beautiful?" I would be wrong.
You're not gorgeous,but you're enough.
I don't need perfection or materialistic stuff.
I don't need your tears,your sorries or goodbyes
I just need your secrets,your love,and your lies.
Blank Canvas
____`♥ A black and white world
protected by sheets of lies from bleeding colours on a blank canvas.
You could paint the perfect picture of my life
but you'd rather watch me swirl around like dirty water.
I won't take criticism about myself
it's your fault I'm here in the first place.
Out of the one million sperm that raced to an egg
I was the one who won,and I'm thankful for that.
I wouldn't take my own life because I'm not happy,
I wouldn't put paint on my face to be someone I'm not.
You can't paint over me like I'm a mistake you don't want
I'll always bleed through to the other side
and grow and grow and grow.
Grow until you can't control me anymore.
I'll grow so much,that throwing me away
won't get rid of me.___`♥
Jingle Jingle
I hear little whispers
of children in my head.
They're disgusting and rancid
bloody and dead.
I'd listen to those children if that wall wasn't there
it's as clear as glass
and as thin as air.
And eventually I know,I'll go insane
I'll scream and destroy
and go mad and rave.
I'll scream out all the abuse I've put up with through the years
those annoying little voices
that sing in my ears.
They plague me like thousand little bells
jingling in my head.
I want them to leave
I want these voices dead.
Untie these Laces
I've worked myself sick,
a crazy insomniac.
Who's looking for completion
if even that.
Day and night,a thought haunts my mind
and makes me feel loose,like a string to unwind.
I feel as if these non-existent things are real,
the things I'm ridiculed for,things I want to steal.
Take away these bruises that blemish my skin,
and untie these laces that are so thin.
Tell me you love,once or twice
and untie these laces so we may writhe.
I want you to tell me to speed along,
but all the while it makes me feel wrong.
So as I sit in the shower and scrub my skin red
because I feel dirty from the things you have said.
So take away these physical aesthetic memories
and untie these laces;say you love me.
Untie these laces just once more,my dear.
And wipe away at my eyes,so I may see clear.
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