Music: Filth in the Beauty by Gazette
Mood: Sore.
9:59PM Tuesday April 1Oth,2OO7
I saw him today.I saw Christopher at school today.I gave him a hug at the end of the day and he murmured his usual endearments and bid me goodbye.This thing,this horrible tensing between us is like a bad fairytale.I tried to hold on as long as possible,but I found myself staring as I went out the door and he smiled,leaning back to finish his writing.It drove me insane.I wanted him to much,I wanted to tell him I loved him with a fiery passion that nobody understands,but I couldn't.I mumbled it.
In the middle of the ******** room,I ******** mumbled it.I'm so angry with myself.I want to tell him and get it over with,all these dreams and magical fantasies.
I want them to end and I want him to hug me like he means it.But I guess that's wishing for too much.
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