Well,I thought I should update an emotional explosion I had yesterday.Just to see what you all think.
Well,I have tried to do something about this.But first,I'll tell you what happened.Well,in my previous entry I mentioned a substitute teach I had a crush on.I saw him yesterday and such and such and when I saw him,I feel my insides crumble down like a wall.I just wanted to cry right there in the middle of that hallway.Lately,when he looks at me,his eyes are all cold and distant,like he doesn't know who I am.
I felt more than a bit foolish feeling this way towards him,so I took a 'How Addicted to Love Are You?' test this morning.Goodie me.I'm 54% addicted to love.One of my friends,the only one who really cares about this situation,thinks that those tests are a load of s**t and that I shouldn't believe them at all.But I've felt like I've just strung myself along on this thought of finally meeting this wonderful person,whether they're completely out of my league or not.
So here I am.On the computer,typing down all these thoughts and views of the whole thing and it just makes that small hole inside rip larger at an alarming rate.
I truly haven't a clue what to do,and advice or just someone to talk to would be nice.Whether it's just for the night or if we become friends,it'd just make me smile to know someone out there kinda cares.
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