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crying crying crying
As you can probably tell, I'm kind of sad right about now. My friend, who I thought at one time was my best friend, doesn't want to talk to me anymore. The deal is, she was in love with this guy, and she let him go, and actually left for another. I don't think she was actually over him, and I believe the only reason she moved on was so she could try to get over him, I guess it didn't work.
This guy, is also a friend of mine, and every since she first brought him to meet me, I had a feeling that he liked me. Well, after they broke up, he started calling me, it wasn't soon after either. We started to hang out as friends. Now, we are more than friends, and I love him. At first, he said he wasn't over her, but now he is. He also recently said he is happy for the first time in awhile.
I know this seems bad, me going out with my friend's ex, but the thing is, I never knew she went out with him. I heard about it from others, she was very secretive, and she liked to lie and make up stories. That's why he dislikes her now. I feel bad because she is hurt, but on the other hand I don't because I never knew about them two being together. She should have told me how she felt then, and I wish she would talk to me about how she feels now instead of ignoring me. I guess I'm just going to have to move on.
Right now I am very happy despite how I feel about my broken friendship. My boyfriend is not only my lover( xd ), but also my best friend.( whee ) The song I am listening to now is Make Damn Sure by Taking Back Sunday. Oooh, that reminds me, they are playing at the Beale Street Memphis in May Music Festival. Also, Gym Class Heroes, and we both love that song Cupid's Chokehold. heart
xp xp xp
 DGK_bella · Wed Mar 14, 2007 @ 06:06am · 1 Comments |
