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As I said before the future would bring answers on my current problem. She told me she did not care about what I had to say and that if I wanted I could be happy with him because to her it just didn't matter and she told me to leave her alone. The way I see it is that she doesn't want anyones help and only does for others to make them happy. She has become emotionally dead and the apparent evidence that I do have does not care how she hurts other people. This is not my fault and I do not believe that it is hers but I will stand by on how I feel for him because I know that eventually things will lead to where one of them has had enough and it will lead to his downfall in the relationship. No matter how much he does love her she will never love him like he does for her. The proof of the conversation proves other wise.

I accept that he does not want to be with me and he wants to be with her, I am just afraid that his heart will be broken and he will be sad. I care the most for him and how he feels yet everyone seems to think I lie. All I want is for him to be happy and people think other wise. No matter what happens, I will still be there with him because I care. I guess maybe for me I care alot like a mother does for a child and I worry like that. It is also not my fault she thinks that I have lied, I never did anything to her. I am just sick of it all. If he wants to talk about it then I will be other wise I just won't bring it up unless he is sad over it. I want to help but I just don't know what to say then I end up saying the wrong things to make people feel worse. So whatever, people can think what they want but I have always told the truth and I have never lied him or her or anyone else. Yet...they refuse to believe me so I see how it is that they only care about their opinion and they seem to be closed minded on my idea of the whole thing so I will just shutup about it.