Everyone thinks I am kidding about killing my self. Their wrong...I have never been anymore sure about giving up my life because of nothing being there. If I cannot love then I will do things to hurt my self if thats what it takes to prove how desprate I am to keep the love of a person. I don't care if it sounds crazy or emo anymore. I am tired of everyones s**t and right here and now I PROMISE I will starve my self to death if things cannot at least return at least somewhat of how they used to be...and everyone knows I never break a promise. I only write this now to warn those that care about me if nothing happens then in three days I will be gone and no one can do anything about it when it happens. I guess maybe that is selfish and getting extreamly down into nothing but I HURT AND PEOPLE WILL SEE THAT I AM NOT PLAYING AROUND!!! I know I have said these things before...but I am really set on doing it cuz I already see my future with out him and I don't like it...so I just want to avoid it.
The voices that guide me tell me no but...I LOVE HIM AND GODDAMNIT I WILL PROVE THAT IF IT TAKES ME THIS FAR!!!
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