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Thoughts of a Darkened Mind
Warning : Extremely depressing. Keep away from small rodents.
Gash My Black Heart Open
Today was another lonely, desolate, disappointing, cruel, wicked torment of my life. Every day after school I come home to go to a dark corner in my room and curl up into a ball and waste away....
I have few friends anymore, but the only ones left are my good ones. The ones I can count on and turn to.... Sometimes. When I'm really depressed, I'm just a waste of time. Oh wait, I'm a waste all the time. I hate life.... I just don't care anymore. I don't care how people see me, I don't care about my school work, I don't even care who wants to get close to me anymore, because all my attention is on one person, even though they may think otherwise as I abandon them from time to time, but I do it to save myself from tormenting them. When I'm not with this person, they're all I think about....
I just need to kill myself and stop bitching, so I'll go try right now!

******** the world, life, love, and my pathetic and worthless a**.






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~+Fake.Love+~
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commentCommented on: Tue Mar 06, 2007 @ 02:09am
heart I'm sorry... *huggles you* heart


commentCommented on: Tue Mar 06, 2007 @ 02:16am
*Breaks free to go slit wrists*



Lord Farious
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Psychochick19
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commentCommented on: Fri Mar 16, 2007 @ 12:27am
You are so much better than her!!!!We have more in common than I thought we did......if you ever need a friend.....I'm here.I'll tell you more in the morning...I know it's hard....but life has to go on.....find someone who loves you as much as you love them.....just leave her alone and she'll realize what she's missing!I know I did with my "special-someone"......I still love you....you're awesome!!!!~becca~ heart


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