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I've made a decision.....
Nothing in this world matters. Everyone ******** up everything they possibly can. Many people who think they know everything know nothing about what they think they know, which they don't know that no one knows, and those who know nothing know everything that's needed to be known. I'm just gonna sit here, cry, cut, and watch as those I love destroy themselves in the darkest and graphic ways that they can. They don't care anything for me, so I'll just sit in denial, because like Billy Corgan said; "I'm in love with my sadness."
I wish I never had a heart to be broken and that people didn't have brains to make mistakes with. Everyday passes in the blink of an eye, because frankly, I just don't care! I'm just gonna walk through life depressed, miserable, and crying, and I'm just going to ********' feed on it.
I wish someone would help me through this nightmare, because I just can't control myself.