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Thoughts of a Darkened Mind
Warning : Extremely depressing. Keep away from small rodents.
Left In Shadow
I walk here,
Away from all of them,
Into my cold darkness,
I let myself drown,
Chocked by loneliness,
All emotion fades but one,
That one emotion that can never leave,
Even after hate evaporates,
Fear crumbles, and sorrow fades,
It's still there,
And it is the reason that I toment myself,
If not for it, I'd be dead,
If not for it, no one would worry,
I would be gone,
Freeing everyone of their worries,
A thorn I am,
A snake even,
The poison in their lives,
I just want to forget it,
So I can leave,
It's not that I'm hated or scorned,
I'm just blandly left,
Nothing to them,
Another shadow,
I may entertain momentarily,
But when they leave, I'm nothing,
They don't love me,
Yet neither do they hate,
I remember them all,
And love certain ones so deeply,
Yet they leave me,
With little more than indifference,
I'm nothing to them,
And want it to change....






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Lord Farious
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commentCommented on: Sat Feb 24, 2007 @ 02:49am
*Begins cutting wrists*
I just want people to like me, and want certain people to love me, but instead evryone has to hate me for stupid reasons or love someone else, and it's making me just want to cave in....
*Quits cutting and sticks gun in mouth*


commentCommented on: Sat Feb 24, 2007 @ 02:55am
...........
Why do I have to live....



Lord Farious
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commentCommented on: Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 05:27pm
heart I'm sorry, Farious. I know how you feel, even if you don't care. heart


commentCommented on: Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 06:31pm
I do care. I'm just confused.....



Lord Farious
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