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man, i am having to worst day ever! after the ssnowfest dance, i really feel like im being bugged by my boyfriend and i dont want to be near him anymore. i feel like ive lost that spark with him after over a year of relationship. it's like he doesnt get me anymore and nor do i...its confusing.


last night i was talking to him and somehow i was talking about a show that was about gay ppl and he insulted them. he said it aint right that there are gay ppl and i was against him. then i told him just b/c i defend them doesnt mean im one and he said that he knows i aint by or anything like that, but he wouldnt be surprised if i was. i couldnt believe him!

he tells me to shut up when im talkin about something b/c he says he doesnt care, and it feels like i cant do anything with him anymore. and now i think i like 2-3 other guys!

at school, we share lockers, right? well, i was still mad at him, pushin him away, and before 7th hour, i went to my locker and seen that all his stuff was gone, and i bawled my eyes out on Lauren's shoulers! i felt awful, and i cried on Tohper too. he didnt ask, he just held me, no questions asked.

SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!- should i break up with my bf or stick with it and see how far it goes???