Predictable?!
Lately I’ve noticed that I’m starting to have a.. rhythm of sorts. The same thing, every day, so much to the point that I think Im even starting to step in the same places as the day before. I eat the same breakfast every day… I come online the same time everyday… (According to Ji Ji, 6:03)… xD And apparently a lot of my actions are predictable… Good or bad, I dunno… It is starting to get boring though. But what could I change?? I mean… Change is good, and Im bored out of my mind with myself… But it’s not like I want to change my whole personality or something…
Lately I’ve noticed that I’m starting to have a.. rhythm of sorts. The same thing, every day, so much to the point that I think Im even starting to step in the same places as the day before. I eat the same breakfast every day… I come online the same time everyday… (According to Ji Ji, 6:03)… xD And apparently a lot of my actions are predictable… Good or bad, I dunno… It is starting to get boring though. But what could I change?? I mean… Change is good, and Im bored out of my mind with myself… But it’s not like I want to change my whole personality or something…
One of those days..[/ size]
I nca etll eadraly thta tdoya is ngoig ot eb noe fo oehst dysa… Uyo wonk… A ayd nehw netgireyvh sego orngw? I ogt on seple stal htgni stvoaewher… Umm’s gdo aws aknrgib ta ym droo rayel ihts inomngr… Ulysaoletb on gsni fo ym panetsr os I hda ot gte eth uoseh “pu.” Nfaylli hewn htye tog pu ta duorna 01:03-ihs, ti aws lyderaa a ings… Rfteha indd’t bvieele atth I dha nokwe up ni iemt, dan umm asw ydomo… Esh tsuj itqu soikgmn eikl a dya oga adn ledarya hes’s giong ntus… I name I ptpsoru ehr oicdneis… Ubt ilstl… Bigen edyell ta lal eth emti rof ihtnngo si gtgiten no ym veenrs. Nteh sa I wsa tiynrg ot od hatm, omm stsrta eqgntnuiios em… Ndueldys ftaerh idecesd ot etg noti ti nda srttsa ninigetuqso em sa wlle… I odlcun’t olok mhi ni teh feac gotuhh ebeaucs eh swa intage ehwil asknig em ussqoitne dna lla I asw saw doof. Ti wsa stuj ingsgduist… Os fo sceruo he edscdie ot bwol rniethveyg AYW tuo fo ewtra dna tsrsat ignleyl ta em orf igsdenn “Esectr maessesg ni cedo” ot ym omm.. FWT?! Sa fi ew haev smeo deoc ro somgetihn oigng no… I oltd hmi hatt I tjus uodlnc’t olok ta hmi nwhe eh swa kngtila tihw ihs mohut lful nad nhte I etg lldyee ta rfo lugisntin imh. Thne mmo lyesl ta em rof goonikl ta rhe iwhle dda si ngtliak.. (TFW?! O.o). Udysldne reftha rsstta eillygn taoub ohw eh’s tsju teh yoemn gbirginn nda eh’s honitgn sele ni itsh iaflym (Hte smae dlo tshi llryae). Adn mmo rstoter yb ylneigl otaub who on eon ercsa nad owh eh sloudh eb goiupptsrn erh ni reh icniesod ot tpos msiokng… Ablh, abhl, lbah… Ohnlsyet ti’s ont eenv ibrgno nya omer… I “ewko” pu lyaer siht onmring wthi na uiettdta sa optivise sa ti cna eb (ngsoedirinc atht I’m ni eriolrbh napi, dna ti nhas’t nebe a hypace kewe) adn tihs SILLT pensaph ot em! Thaw eles esod lfei antw rfmo em? I’ev eenb itngyr alerly dahr ot ees etigehvnry ni a stoipevi ihtgl, utb I tusj odn’t kwon fi I anc ayn mero. Eyt I taeh ti newh I’m gaientev. –lsgmrebu- I nod’t wnko htaw ot od nay orem.. I jsut nod’t… Ho ayhe… I nihtk rihcm kitshn I’m agodvini mhi eubsace nirdgu lhsoco emti I igns ni adn tou, tce. I’m otn grynti ot voaid hmi ta lla I sreaw ti! Ti’s tjsu thta I’m genkinas no adn I sti in teh nhkiect (wihhc si teh tnearcl itonp fo uro hoeus) os eeonyrve si ni dan tou. I nod’t ntaw ot eb gcuaht gtsniti noniel cahitngt ot omnesoe seceabu htta olwdu aenm htta I lundow’t gte ot og no het rmtcuope sa ucmh (ro sa ieltlt fi ouy awtn) sa I od nwo. Dbssiee I keli niatlkg ot mih. Eh msaek em efle tbeetr! Eh’s teh wehol eonasr hwy I aneks no ni eht tsrif epcla!
Good News
I’m going to Texas some time in the next few months. I think around March I’ll be heading out there. All I know is that it will be some time around my sister’s birthday so… Yeah… I’m excited. I love the ranch! It’s cleanliness, open space, wild boars… It’s like another world. Completely packed away from the rest of society. The best part? Father will never go there because of my sister and because it’s the ranch… Three cheers for Texas!
Also Laur Laur is coming over this weekend! YAY! Unfortunately she can’t sleep over two nights because of at stupid test she has at school on Monday… Which means that most likely her parents will probably pick her up at 10 in the morning like always… Which sucks because that means we have to wake up… Maybe we can convince her mom to let us drop her off at like 5… Unless my mom goes into like supermom mode and convinces Laur Laur’s mom to let her stay over two nights anyway! –hopes and prays- We’ll just have to see…
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I have my period… It sucks big time…
