Lately I find myself wondering whether or not Im ready to finally start writing that book of mine. It still goes through my head every day, the lines, the plot, the characters, motives, alternatives, actions, blah blah blah blah BLAH! I just get the feeling that if I finally get around to writing it that it might actually turn into a good book! Why else would it still be with me after FIVE years of creating it? Sometimes I can't help, but to find myself truly believing in the story. I wake up and think the things are real and are actually happening, yet I know that's not true! I feel involved in the story! As if IM the main character and it's happening to me. I suppose when I write the book it will have a lot of references to my life and my make believe life.... Annnyway. I just hope I can start on that damn thing soon.
I'm really, really, really nervous and scared tomorrow! Please oh please don't let me make a fool of myself. Please!!! gonk
I'm really, really, really nervous and scared tomorrow! Please oh please don't let me make a fool of myself. Please!!! gonk
