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I havn't written in here in ages. >.< I'm over the self-hatered thing for the moment, thank Ra, Kami-sama, and many other major dietys. Feeling ok about myself about now. I hate my depression swings. I get them for no reason at all. And another thing I hate is that 'bridge' exersise. >.< very painful. As bad as many push-ups. But I make myself do it anyway. If I didn't, then when I have to at the dojo, I would be soooooooooo dead. Like Jess was the other night. Allara and I had a girls night in on the weekend, it was fun. Rented some flicks, bought a heap of junk food, y'know, the usual stuff. She's trying to decide what to do for her birthday, she wants to do a huge thing. I suggested Zone 3. (for those that don't know, it's a place with an arcade, a snack bar, and the whole upper level is a laser tag maze thing. It rocks.) She's thinking about it. Can't wait. ^_^ Saving up for Nitemist Dragon Gown, Blacklight Gloves, and some new shoes, not sure wich kind yet. Going to take ages to get all of it. -_-
Exersiseing as much as I do is paying off, I'm looking really in shape. ^_^ Happy with myself. Been writing more again lately, think that's helping to keep the depressed side of me away. Attempted to write a song, I'm not sure if it's ok or not. But it's pretty looooooooooong. ^_^U

Yeah, Newayz, gotta go get ready for karate.
From,
~-~-~Shadow~-~-~