Ya.. I have low self esteem and I've been tryin' my hardest to get it up real good, ya know? Cause I remember havin' so much confidence and spunk before Jason came round. I want it all back added with the happiness I feel now to get better in life.
I was so close, recently, to getting to the satisfaction point I was trying to reach when these damned rashes kicked in. They left for awhile but they keep on comin' back.
Now, I know, just a rash.. but it makes me react in ways I don't understand. I panic and just think of how ugly they are then realize.. That is on me. That ugly thing is on me.. making me just as bad. I'm part of that ugly white, red thing.. And it just makes me hate myself more and BAM. Low again.
Anywho.. Throat aches.
/end rant
I was so close, recently, to getting to the satisfaction point I was trying to reach when these damned rashes kicked in. They left for awhile but they keep on comin' back.
Now, I know, just a rash.. but it makes me react in ways I don't understand. I panic and just think of how ugly they are then realize.. That is on me. That ugly thing is on me.. making me just as bad. I'm part of that ugly white, red thing.. And it just makes me hate myself more and BAM. Low again.
Anywho.. Throat aches.
/end rant
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