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This is something I wrote in my journal last night. It's mostly about something that happened yesterday, and about this one person I really don't like right now.

I hate Saphira. I'm sure everyone is tired of hearing me say that but I am so sick of her.

I wrote a short story about when Derek broke up with me, then she says: "Oh, I should do something like that," and does exactly what I did except makes a sob story about a time in her life and basically makes my story look like s**t. It's funny how she posts it right after I post mine to suck all the attention away from me. She keeps talking about her horrible life before now and how she got SO many friends and ALL these guys like her. It's probably all a sack of lies. I mean, honestly, who goes through all that in their young life then becomes the most popular girl in school? She's probably some ugly geek who tries to be cool on the computer. She won't even post an actual picture of herself, she just shows different anime pictures. She says her cameras broken. Yeah right, she's probably some ugly b***h.

I hate her. She probably wasn't even 'tossed around from family to family' like she said she was. She's probably just some attention sucking loser who couldn't get an IRL boyfriend to save her life.

The thing is: she always takes whatever I do and make it look like s**t. If i say something funny, she finds a way to do that ******** same thing and make it funnier. If I write something good she does the same thing and make it better. When I became S-Mod she said congradulations then said: *jealous look*. She's jealous because there's actually something I'm better at than her. But it doesn't matter, since she'll be an S-mod soon anyways. And the only reason she tells all those sob-stories about her past is so everyone can pity her.

And she's probably telling everyone how much she hates me behind my back.

I sent that to TAD and he said that me feelings seem justified, and about the last part he said she never said a word to him about hating me.