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2-16-05
So on the bus Dani tells me not to talk to Amanda because she'll use anything I say against me. I asked her why and apparently she hates me. She thinks I'm ugly and she thinks I'm a b*tch. I don't think she's in the position to say that, since she herself looks like a donkey's @ss and no one thinks she's nice. Then Dani told me that all the popular girls (Erin and Katelyn and them) think that if I wasn't such a b*tch I would be a nice person to hang out with. WHAT THE #ELL DID I EVER DO TO THEM? Katelyn and Erin are the b*tches, Katelyn called me Beast Girl last year and Erin always has to have things HER way. And Jaqucline has no idea why Dani would want to hang out with me. So Dani said to her: "Who do you want me to hang out with, Santa Claus?" Okay, n/o but that was a pitiful come-back. Why didn't she say something like: "Because she's cool"? Or "Because I like her"? I know why, because I'm not and she doesn't. And I have no idea why the hell she would tell me because that doesn't want to make me kill myself any less. If not, it makes me wanna kill myself even more. stressed Why can't God just let me get hit by a car or a meteor or something?
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