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man, i am extreamly self contious. , cant spell sweatdrop i am always wondering if people just tolerate me. if so, why not tell ME not some other jerk that you cant accept my personallity. i dont usualy cry and i have no faith in any religion, my life sucks enough. WHY DONT U MAKE ME MORE JACKED UP? ppl tell me that they had it worse than me, ex, mrs.njie. BUT she did not have peer prsure and a sister that resents people. i have a dumbass brother and cant stand him,my twin. i have a self essteem level of maybe 3-4 out of 10. i barely understand me. ive learned one thing, life sucks. and now i resent all people who have it easy. they should live in my life for a month, they'll see it. or, maybe im just a complainer. i dont know anymore. ive been given a label and THAT pisses me off. iff u read this, plz keep it to ureself