Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I dont know why i write in this thing. Its not like anybody reads it or that i have anything important to say. Just a bunch of crap. Im just in a really depressed mood right now and i hate it. everytime i get like this... Im a happy person naturally. And im in a good mood 97% of the time. But the other 3% is when i get like this. And its so hard to get back in a good mood. All it is is s**t. Life is a bunch of Hell. I cant wait until i can move out of here and live on my own. I dont care that my responsibilities will take a leap. I just want to get away from here.As far away as i can. I want to get away from these feelings. Away from these fears. They are tearing me apart and theres nothing i can do about it. I guess...well that im going to rot from the inside out.Thats enough for now....talk to you later maybe...