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Dear God,
Do you hear me up there?
Do you hear me when I pry?
Is life worth living?
Why am i here? On this plant called earth?
God do you dispise my ways?
The way i love through out a peice of soft wear and metal, wires also.
God do you hear me when im in pain? When I feel down and crummy?
For I ever wish to do something... will it always be just a wish?
Dear God,
Do you get made at me when i say i hate you?
Will you ignore my every prayer?
God i know you know what im already thinking... but why do i think this so?
Am I ment to be such a misarable person as Im today?
Dear God,
Forever do you wish to keep me ever so locked up in this space with nothing more but mega plix and plastic?
For there is nothing out there for me but just my wondering imagination?
Dear God,
Do you like to play tricks on me?
Have them say they love me and have myself fall in love with them?
Do you like to pull them away as if it was a game and see me get hurt over and over again?
Dear God,
Im sorry to say but as of you already lose people all the time everyday and such,
I still dont see why im here. All i am is skin and bones and other things. Just sitting here waisting away in your little game called life.
Well god.. I want to be the pon on a board game. As you have won the battle. Im not ment to be on the board. Just a little Experament.. and you failed to succed in keeping it.
Will you anccer me.. and my ever so sadly beating heart.
Will you finnaly put it to a ever long last stop?
Well god. Its about time.
-emt
 MistyKitness · Tue Dec 12, 2006 @ 01:08am · 0 Comments |
