My feelings have been this way for a long time but I have finaly put it into words that is easy for everyone to understand so... read it if you realy want to know what has been going on and why I am acting so "off" lately. To some of you it will seem as if I am not acting off but trust me.... if I didn't feel this way I wouldn't be acting the same.... I would have more to talk about I would be funnier and I wouldn't be so crabby to some of you.
Love for the one
trapped within the darkness once more
never to have light again
I have lost the one I love
my heart stops beating when I hear her name
it can never happen again
I will never have her back
the air in my world is gone
the petals to my rose have withered
the brake to my car is gone
I am but an empty shell
I have ripped my own heart out and broken it like glass
my mind screams for her but she ignores it
my heart yells her name but she won't listen
my body shakes in the darkness
I need her back
she was my light
my escape from reality
my path to freedom
my only source of warmth
my center
the only thing I have now is pain
I miss her
I will always love her
I am lost forever....
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