JACK OFF JILL
"Fear Of Dying"
I'm not afraid of standing still
I'm just afraid of being bored
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind
I'm just afraid of being ignored
I'm not afraid of feeling
and I'm not afraid of trying
I'm just afraid of losing
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
I'm not afraid of being sick
I'm more afraid of being well
I'm not afraid
Put the gun in my hand
I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell
I'm not afraid of screaming
and I'm not afraid of crying
I'm just afraid of forgetting
And I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I...
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
Fear of
I'm not afraid of looking ugly
I couldn't care what they say
I'm not afraid of happy endings
I'm just afraid my life won't work that way
I'm not afraid of forgiveness
I absolve you everything
I'm not afraid of lying...
But I am afraid of dying
Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too
Without you yes I do
Without you all I do is sit and think about you
Without you yes I...
*sighs* that's how I feel....*takes a deep breath* There are a bunch of people mad at me because of what I did to my arm....*takes a seat and puts head in hands* hell even I'm mad at myself I'm mad that I made my baby think that it was his fault....It's not his fault it isn't anyof you guys fault it is myown....I shouldn't let things get to me like I do...*sighs* thanks for listening guys! Leave me some comments...or something let me know you guys arn't dead yet...well I got into it with my english teacher again today....it was funny as hell, I was writting one of my best friends a letter backwards and it started out like this:
Raed Iwik,
I thguoht d'i etirw ouy a rettel. I epoh ouy nac daer ti.
so on and soforth well my english teacher walks up and she was stairing at my paper I gues she was trying to figure out what it said and she couldn't figure it out and you could tell she was mad well I quickly picked up my note book closed it and laid it back on the desk hard and that really pissed her off.....*rolls eyes* damn b***h, by the way it said Dear Kiwi, I thought I'd write you a letter. I hope you can read it. .......If you didn't get it.....lol
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