Do I have a sign on my back? One that says Stab me after I've given you the shirt off my back. One that says punch my teeth out after I'd given you a rainbow with gold at the end. Is there one that says if you push just the right buttons you can piss her off so bad she'll break down? I want to know just how many signs can fit on my back....Is there one that says lie and deceve me after all I've done for you? One that says I'm inhuman and if you treate me just like everyone else it wont hurt as bad in the long run. One that says I'm not capable of human emotions? Do I have a ******** sign on my back that says Lead me on then later tell me another story after I've been nothing but nice? I believe so........after being stabbed and punched so many times you'd figure it doesn't hurt anymore but I am still HUMAN and it hurts just the same as it would you. Dear ******** God.....I mean come on I'm just 18 and I'm on the track for ANOTHER nervious break down......Why must you see that I'm on the edge draw me back from it some to run and push me over the side down the rocky ******** hill? I've always been nothing to nice to EVERYONE and I get payed back with the stabbings and the hurtful punches......I can't take it anymore....I just can't......If what it takes is to be an a*****e to everyone then I guess I'm gonna have to change and be just that..... burning_eyes
~Strawberry/Shauna
~Stabbed in the back........
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