If one person were to examine me, they might think I were incredibly routine.
If two people were to examine me, they'd find me quite strange.
What does it mean? If you don't know that, you shouldn't be reading this.
Were I in the mood to divulge myself to the public, you'd all surely be bored - instead, I will leave you riddled with questions and confusion - that is, unless you're meant to be here.
Should you wish to uncover my meanings, you must find me routine. You must find comfort in my words.
One person once told me, "You're not superman."
And I refuse to believe them. I know I'm not invincible, but I must try to be. No weight rests on my shoulders, I feel like a leaf in the wind, but even a leaf has duties to fulfill. A leaf is food for insects, a leaf is the mouth of plants, leaves have many responsibilities - but remain light.
One person once asked me, "Why not sooner?"
My response was responsibility. I must emulate Superman to maintain my own being, and in doing so, I have made myself vulnerable to my own Kryptonite - time.
Time robs me of my power, and my power robs me of my time.
One person once.
First impressions are indeed important, but are they everything? At first glance, I may appear average, I may appear normal. At second glance, I become more distinct and original. Beyond that is the ever-changing entity that cannot be predicted - only recorded. But recordings and documentation are consistently proven obsolete. Find the repeating pattern in Pi, and you will find my regularity.
The object of existence is to better that existence - For now, and for later. To better existence, one must go through transitions to judge what is best, and continue from the best.
I do what is needed to keep one person happy, all the while displeasing others. I help the others, one by one and in turn create more displeasure. To right all the wrongs would be to alienate my own nature and discard the woes of others.
To right the wrongs is to wrong myself - thus leave only myself and one person unhappy.
But why can't we be happy? Because of the inevitable destruction that would ensue. To turn back time is the only complete solution - but I'm not superman, as one person once told me. But, if I'm not superman, why should I turn back time? Why should I try to right all wrongs? Why can't I be human for a moment and make just one person happy?
Why not twice?
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