If people learn from their mistakes and experiences, then I wish you would allow me to break, so I could learn to pick up the pieces by myself, for now you're... gone. I can hear your in a whisper start, yet you ignore my crying. My memories are now distorted and what yesterday was cherished, today has been... forgotten.
I close my eyes, fearless.
I feel those burning tears streaming down my cheeks.
Words I've left unspoken die on my lips.
You simply murdered what was left of me.
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I wish I could forget everything that's ever hurt me. Wish he could breathe me, the way I breathe him. Wish I could stop lying and pretending what I see's not real. Wish I could be proud of what I have become.
Maybe this is my personal hell. Hopefully, I'll be able to reach out to your light.
Ps: To those who bother reading my entries, I am sorry if this one didn't make any sense to you. I just needed to vent and write down pointless, senseless sentences that would in any way show what I am feeling right now. I'll try to enlight you with something better next time. xD
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