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greetings how was your turkey day :S bet joo ate alot XDi didn't ;-;

so anyway ever get that feeling that the world taint so vast any more.like you look on to the horizon looking for hope when you realise...IT'S A SMALL WORLD AFTER ALL~ ...yea that feeling..with out the musical reference to disney world.im getting that feeling on gaia now...not because there are millions of people joining now then ever before(no thats always happened) but more and more i've seen many people that i know in irl that never really have any of the slightest connection with me besides clubs start using gaia....it's sort of mind distorting...well not really, mind rape? probibly maybe with out the losing of clothes and stoof... sweatdrop gaia just doesn't feel the same. i kinda liked it better when people like mur and stephi(din) and i were the only three from my school that knew about it...i guess things aren't as secure back then as is now... sad is there a bright side any more...i question why i go on gaia now since now everyone from irl is migrating here...is the golden ages of gaia losing their sheen?...no i'd not like to think that..anywho's still on the topic of me stayingon gaia i guess i'll stay..this place is my escape from reality .reality doesn't exist here. it can be anywhere.for all i care reality is gum on my shoe here.as long as i am still here my character zero can(fictional and real life(i call myself zero too) be a person( and not just someone i thought up of on paper(rp wise and drawing wise). anyway i know i am insane, i know i can take thing over seriously, i know i can be a b***h when i want to i just don't want people stamping that too my fore head cause that'll be a big blow to my non-existant self-esteem...yes i know i am now ranting please pay no mind to the person behind the tapping fingers and laptop screen. well now Zero should end this shan't we?

Until Christmas..and a happier time.....

heart , Piece and blaugh

Zeroofthelost