Everything has been going alright lately. I finished the huge Odyssey project and unpacking is going well. But something keeps bugging me and I can't get it off my mind. Its seems lately that my friends seem to be either very irritating, uninteresting or ignoring me for each other. Why I think this I have no clue. My parents seem to being annyoing as well. This has never really happened to me before and I know I'm being rather selfish. I mean I have a great home, great friends and loving parents I should be thankful. Instead I seem to be thinking like a spoiled brat wanting more attention or what not. I've never been one to want attention I've always shyed away from the spotlight. Happier to be in the background. My actions don't show any of my thoughts but it keeps getting to me. Hope whatever this passes over soon and I'm back to my normal self because I'm starting to feel rather guilty. As for now I must go and watch this week's FMA. Really should be spending less time on Gaia and more time doing other things. It seems lately staring at a computer screen has become my life.
Vikki
Saiyura Tsukiyo · Tue Jan 25, 2005 @ 02:41am · 1 Comments |