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A plain white Hard-Back Journal... The initials "J~C" are inscribed on the binder
Hatred for the world...This Time, It's Permenant
( the only two people that this does naught count towards to is Karissa ( Ms. Smexy ) and my best friend Shaun Kauffman who has truly been there when i needed himmm )

I hate you
you hate me
We hate them
they hate us...

As the world continues to turn... my anger grows even more... I shall never love again... i dont want to be with anyone... i want to slaughter everything in sight... sadly... i do not have the equipment to do so...sadly... i want the world to end... i want everything to destruct.... i want everything to be engulfed in the flames of the sun... Everything to be sucked into a blackhole and to be spat back out into pieces...I hope the next atomb bomb is near my house... so when it hits... i will slowly begin to die from the sight of it...transfering my anger to pain...I will never love again... I No longer have lust... I dont care for a damn soul in this world... and I dont care what you think... unless you wish to kill me... then i like you for the idea... and ill love you if you do kill me...






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pkmn202
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commentCommented on: Tue Oct 31, 2006 @ 05:21am
Jexious, that is heck dumb. (well, it is a poem.. thing, right?) no offence, but killing everyone is stupid. find another hobby plz, or just dont have one. having a death wish is my hobby! (well, not a hobby. i just have almost no friends at my school cry also, asking to be killed is dumb. by any chance is your shool Magill Primary?it sounds a lot like it, because ive seen a guy sitting all the time in the same spot with no one. ive been depressed and i kinow that feeling, Jexious. Just try and try again. youll get there. to make yourself happier, try to just focus on ANYTHING good. ill post you more.


commentCommented on: Tue Oct 31, 2006 @ 07:35am
Oh deary
That isn't a good thing to do.
Sure I may have the same intentions,
but I keep them under wraps.
Don't worry their time will come soon
even without your help.
:}



` Parade
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Itachi-chan
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commentCommented on: Tue Oct 31, 2006 @ 11:05am
I heart U but I will never kill you


commentCommented on: Wed Nov 01, 2006 @ 07:37pm
"A Burden Pondered If Truth or Lie"

What is true, who are who, are you who you are
Linked, bound to fate, chained to destiny
destroyed by sin, cleansed by god, born of flesh
To see great distances within an eye
To hope for peace, to go into war
to see the worst, the best, and you
to know the beginning, to live the middle, and to see the end
If I'm a lie, what is the truth
If I should die, would I've had lived
What to see in you, in heart, soul, spirit, and mind
To see the void, to see a miracle
To know the end, to hope for peace
If one should fall, who will rise
Who are you, behind the mask,
must you hide truth from fact,
can you see the end?
But after all is said and done
I will still be your friend.



dias2525
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Citoyen mana
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commentCommented on: Thu Nov 02, 2006 @ 12:40am
Jexi i love you no matter what and i will always be their for you even if we aren't together ^_^ I LOVE YOU (this is mashi)


commentCommented on: Thu Nov 02, 2006 @ 02:08am
sadly... i know how you feel.... sometimes i wish it would all end...i hate people and people hate me... why.... who knows.... but i do know how you feel. sad and i wish, sometimes everything, would just burst into FLAMES!!!! burning_eyes



X_xVyrax_X
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Sybil-Love15
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commentCommented on: Fri Nov 03, 2006 @ 01:37am
this is sad!! im sry! i wish i could help u! but i cant! so GET BEDDER! and im sry! but im pretty sure u aint ganna die 4 a long long time! so dont try 2 get any1 2 kill u!
love ya, bye
~DAKOTa~


commentCommented on: Fri Nov 03, 2006 @ 12:07pm
*crys* u hate me *crys more*



FallenPaganSaint
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