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I was thinking about it yesturday Afternoon and it just has been stuck in my head all day!

First it was like 8:00PM and I was day/night dreaming about being a catboy! First off I kinda started thinking about Jay's Journal, the whole S&M part of the book kinda caught my eye and I stared thinking what if I was getting beaten and chained like a innocent animal?

So the whole night I was just stuck in this thought of being slappped, kicked, whipped, beaten down, getting punched and just taking it without a show of resistance. it was all being done to me after schools being forced to go to a girl's house or at a Castle in the very bottom, having to stay the night listening to the thunder and howls of the wolves, at the same time taking intense damage and sex....
Then eventually I was found by some cops. Taken up and I didn't accuse or anything, I didn't say a word! Then I would get home and eventually kidnapped and repeating the whole process.

I woke up and kinda got scared and just stayed up and played games =/

The girls torturing me in my dreams were girls that I know very well, if I talk to you alot or I know you very well then you know who you are and you were in my dream.


Other than that I spent 3-4 hours sleeping sweatdrop Couldn't think straight!
yeah not only that, but Mikey won't be coming over....