I thought I was happy. It was fake. I knew I couldn't live forever like this. The hate and betrail, it was just getting to me. Now that is gone. I'm happy. I can tell the wrld has been lifted off my shoulders. This is my true self. Straight forward, never caring what was in the past. I can smile a true smile, laugh a true laugh. Just be me. But when she is around, it feels like the world is against me. I was blind before, never kowing what I was doing. Now, I feel happy. and I can see again. No more pain from her. The hatetred and rejection. Now I am someone knew, Someone I always knew.
Just another depressing poem from when some of my friends made me fell bad about myself. XD some of them are useless.
Dragonflyr · Sun Oct 08, 2006 @ 04:32am · 0 Comments |