I feel lost.
Trapped inside
some unknown world.
I can't get out
no one can let me out.
I have trapped myself inside.
Don't try to get me out
I will stay trapped.
Me and my friends
are drifting.
Maybe I have changed.
I'll have to get use to being alone
again.
Maybe being alone
is what I need.
Even without friends
lifes the best thing yet.
I will live to fulfill my dream.
You can go though high school
with very few people who will
talk to you.
Your friends abandoned you...
what can you do?
Never give up hope on what
you want to do.
Be as happy as you can
maybe new friends will come along.
For now I'm in a black room
not even one window.
But I'm still happy.
I still want to be a high school student.
No one will remember me though.
Hardly anyone even cares.
How to live a life that is so empty
and unloved.
Only family could help but this family
wouldn't understand.
I only want friends friends who can
help me through the hard times.
Someone who would never abandon me
and leave me alone.
This deep sorrow and depression comes
from within me and can never leave.
I don't want others to suffer because of
my wrong choices.
I do things that I believe will help my furture.
I lost two friends this year.
One will come back I hope.
He always made me smile and laugh
even when I was down.
He was a true friend and always stayed at my side.
My other friend will never come back.
She caused me to make wrong decisions
and now I'm trapped in this unknown world
of Darkness.
No way out and no way in.
My life is full of lies sinse I met her.
Maybe if she disappears I could
live happily again.
Oh, how I long for freedom.
I wrote this my freashman year of high school. People can easily mess with my mind but will fall in depression if I find out. That's where my poems come from. My depression but now it's a little bit better.
 Dragonflyr · Fri Sep 01, 2006 @ 12:47am · 2 Comments |
