The title right now kinda fits how I feel right now.And I like that song.
Before I go off to take my nap,I wanted to put in another journal entry.
Lately,to my dismay,I've felt lonely.
I've felt this way since a certain someone died,so I try to make as many friends as possible.
But whether it's in real life or Gaia,I end up "falling in love".
And it bothers me.I don't want it to be that way~It'll ruin our entire friendship if we even have one.
So I've become a bit quieter around anyone but a sleect set of friends.I've always wanted to have a long relationship,and during my..."maturing time of age",it's become more like..I want to be loved.And not just loved.I want to adore them and be adored in return.Like I have to have them.And..it seems everyone I've felt that for don't even acknowledge my obvious feelings.
So now,I will go get a drink and then nap.And as I nap,I want you all to remember:
ilu.<3 No matter what.
-PandaBean
Before I go off to take my nap,I wanted to put in another journal entry.
Lately,to my dismay,I've felt lonely.
I've felt this way since a certain someone died,so I try to make as many friends as possible.
But whether it's in real life or Gaia,I end up "falling in love".
And it bothers me.I don't want it to be that way~It'll ruin our entire friendship if we even have one.
So I've become a bit quieter around anyone but a sleect set of friends.I've always wanted to have a long relationship,and during my..."maturing time of age",it's become more like..I want to be loved.And not just loved.I want to adore them and be adored in return.Like I have to have them.And..it seems everyone I've felt that for don't even acknowledge my obvious feelings.
So now,I will go get a drink and then nap.And as I nap,I want you all to remember:
ilu.<3 No matter what.
-PandaBean
