January 11. 10:30 pm
I'm sitting here in front of the computer screen, waiting for the sun to rise while my eyes are heavy yet I feel no need for sleep. She's only been offline for a few hours, and I'm already lonely. Is it wrong to want so bad for someone whom is already loving me, and whom I love dearly in return? Is it wrong to want to hold her in my arms every second of the day, when I know that she's a million miles away?
I often wonder if this is suffering. I've seen people suffer. I've heard screams, I've seen blades shown with blood. But still, without her, I feel as if these people don't know pain. Is this so wrong?
Shina DLyoins · Wed Jan 12, 2005 @ 06:28am · 0 Comments |